I know it's been awhile since the last time I've written a journal, life has been pretty busy for me (just another excuse for being lazy *). During my whole spring break, I didn't really do anything much. All day everyday I'm playing LOL, reading news, and yea that's all. So fking BORING. Hell naw I actually wanna go back to school. I've been waiting for this Indian kid's phone call. I asked him a few weeks ago to hit me up during the break and hang out somewhere fun and he said he definitely will but he is acting like an a** and didn't even remember. So today I went to my friend's party, it was the most boring experience I had ever encountered. I met some of his friends and I tried to talk to each one of them. It was kinda awkward at first but it gets better as time goes on. I tried to blend in the group by asking every person that I sat with. I met an old best friend of mine back from middle school. He hasn't changed since when the time I knew him except that at least he's trying to speak English now. He is still quiet, talks soft, and acts weird. I learned a lesson today that no matter how strong the friendship developed, as time goes on every person has his/her own way. I can't just stick to my friends and think that they all changed don't like to be my friend anymore. I'm eager to go back to school and meet some new friends, create a relationship with more people, and not dependable on some of my few close friends. In the future, each of us will have to walk on different paths, experience different life, go to different school; who knows if we will be friend anymore. Friendship is never a lasting relationship.
P/S: my goals for this break haven't been achieved. I failed to stick to the plan because I just don't feel like doing it. I'm a loser. ShET. I'm going to start learning programming when I'm in the library at school because I will probably have a lot of free time when I'm only taking 12 credits. Heck. I will dedicate my time doing something productive and which has a very important link with my career. Hopefully!
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